••• Ever since we got the news last week, I've been pretty much out of touch from the real world and am only ever around online...I don't respond to text messages and queries from friends all the time, probably for fear of being asked to narrate what happened, to many people at different times, it'd probably be better having it recorded. I hate going into details about everything that has to do with our family's situation right now and I only have my deviantart and sketchblog as a sort of *escape from the real world* place. A sanctuary of some sort. Here, when I'm unhappy, no one will really know the extent of my sadness. I can always BE happy here. Some people might think it's a bit wrong, but I don't really care. Well, eventually, I'll have to face the world and tell them everything to shut them up, but right now, I want to be blinded by the assortment of lovely colors of this online world and the lovely, cheerful, glompy people in this community excite me, probably to a point that I forget I'm ever in a nasty situation at all. This sanctuary of mine makes me want to just...draw. And really, that's what I do when I'm feeling ridiculously low. But being here just makes me want to...not. stop. drawing. until i have carpal tunnel syndrome or something.

I dont really know if I have a point and if I ever got to it, but yeah...

The past 2 days have been rough for me and my family. I've been pretty quiet about it but some of you already have a hint of what's happening. Anyway, I really do not want to talk about it at the moment.

I've been doing a lot of little weird things to keep my mind off the situation we're in. One of em things is trying to put on what I'd like to call "emergency make-up". It's for when you only have:

1.) lipstick ^{(who would've guessed I used this as a concealer and binder for the shimmer powder? Emergency make-up indeed!)}
2.) black eyeliner
3.) shimmer powder
4.) make-up brush

And I was taking pictures to see if my little experiment worked. I got a shot that looked like I was drunk and I immediately thought of Tsunade! I couldn't help but scribble on the picture just for lols. Very funny. Or I probably just have a very weird sense of humor. ^*shurgs*